I am going CRAZY!! My job is driving me nuts right now and I am very frustrated. I've started poking around for a new one just in case. I've been looking in New York too just to keep my options open.

It is so crazy that it is summer right now. This summer is SO different then last summer. I don't hang out with any of the same people, I don't really do any of the same stuff, I'm working all day long and I wasn't last summer. I don't have any huge vacations planned like last year (went to Hawaii)... I don't even live in the same place. I've gotten fatter ;) lol and I think that my view on life is different. It is crazy what can happen in a year. I kinda miss the way I was last summer. I miss everyone I used to hang out with for the most part. It was so laid back and chill last year. It really isn't now. Which is a good thing and a bad thing. Crazy crazy world.

Well I'm all moved... again. It is so wierd living in a new house with new people. I miss Justin so much and he's only been gone for 2 weeks. It helps that we talk everyday though. Anywho. Now I'm living with Anthony and Shawn. They are really nice guys and I enjoy them a lot. We are still getting to know each other and sometimes it is slightly awkward but that is how it goes I guess. I hung out with them this past weekend for pride and we had a good time which is always nice. Starting to hit up all the pool parties which is great!! There is another one this weekend they invited me to go to with them. That should be fun. Lately I haven't been doing too much. Working mostly. I was busy for awhile trying to prep the house to give back to the landlord (and I got my full deposit back thank you very much!). But once that was all finished up there wasn't much left to do. Cole is out of town this week and Justin is gone forever so the people I normally hang out with aren't around which is slightly depressing.

So yeah just thought I'd update whoever still cares. Like I said I'm mostly working and then on the weekends I go out and party. Hit up the club, swim, whatever. So yeah. Hope everyone is doing alright.

Work is going good. I get kinda frustrated with the people I'm working with but I'll survive I'm sure. I've started looking around at other jobs. Figure if something better comes up I'll take it. I've been looking in New York as well just for fun so we'll see what happens there. Speaking of New York I'm supposed to fly out the weekend of the 24th. Justin is performing in the Pride parade on the Washington Mutual float and Roman is going to fly me out for that. I'm so excited!!! I can't wait to see Justin!