Update

Well I suppose I should update this thing. I haven't written for like a month and a lot has happened. I went to New York and had a great time. Things went a little differently then I thought they would. Justin has changed a lot and only cares about two things: the gym and his boyfriend. Not that anything is really wrong with that but you would think when someone flys across the county to see you, you would take the time to see the person some, even if you have to do it without your bf. So I only saw him the first 2 days I was there and then I didn't see or talk to him the rest of the time. It was sad. Roman took care of me though and made it a good experience. Didn't really do a lot of sight seeing. Saw Ground Zero and a bunch of the museums. Went to a comedy club and had dinner and a good time. Went rollerskating at the Roxy which was fun. Did a little shopping (I wish I could have done a lot more!). H&M is now my favorite store. It sucks because the closest one is in Cali and they don't let you shop online. So me and Cole are going to take a road trip early next year to LA or San Francisco and play and the beach and shop.

I'm supposed to go to Italy next summer but I don't think that is going to happen. I would love it to but in reality I can't afford it. I really couldn't afford NY either. And now that I will have school to worry about again I really REALLY can't afford a vacation like Italy. But I guess we will see. Maybe I'll find a sugar daddy and that will all change :)
I'm starting school again this fall. Of course I procrastinated everything so I'm rushing to get all my financial stuff done and registered to go since school starts next week. It will be interesting to see how that all goes since I'm starting up on a couple shows in the next few weeks. The first one is another dance show with Rick. I'm really excited for that. I wish it was inside as opposed to the Shell but oh well. After that I will be working on Superman with Cole. He hired me to be his assistant for that one. That will be a blast. I'm going to be tired at work and be using a lot of gas the next few weeks!!!

Work is going alright. I really don't like my job or how it is organized. It is really frustrating to try and get anything done. Especially this week. Our receptionist took a vacation and we are remodeling our office. So for some reason my boss thinks that I have nothing better to do but be the receptionist at a card table in the lobby. Lol I can't get anything done because I don't have access to our shared drive or to all my files and everything. So I basically waste my time and dink around up here. On the upside there is a very VERY cute boy that started working here a couple weeks ago. I have a huge crush on him (bigger then my crush on Brady...I know, CRAZY!!! Who would have thought that was possible). We talk a lot and I'm thinking he might be interested too but we will see. I would LOVE to go out on a date with him. He is gorgeous and tall. He has brown hair and these amazing blue eyes. He just got out of the military. He is 24 and mormon. Very cute and smart and sweet. So I'm hoping something will happen there.
Nothing much else is going on. Still living with Shawn and Anthony. We are looking at moving when our lease is up in November because our gas bill is so much in the winter. We will see how that goes. I hope we find a place closer to downtown. I spend most of my time at work and hanging out with them. Weekends are pretty much filled up with pool parties and going out to the club or something. I have a really good time with them and I'm so glad this all worked out well.

I'm still gaining weight like crazy and it is ticking me off now. I'm up to a size 14 (it is a little loose). So i'm going to kick it into gear and get back down to 140 or a size 8. Whichever comes first. I just need to start eating better and get back into the gym. I'm paying for it so I've got to use it!!!

Ok that really is all that is going on. Life is pretty tame. Right now my biggest stress is registering for school on time and my job (I'd like to find a better one but these guys offer tuition reimbursement which will be helpful). Maybe I'll marry the military man and he can pay for it :)