Why am I even here?

Ok well I see no point in my being home. I have accomplished nothing. I sit at home all day long and don't really do anything. I am bored out of my mind. There was no point in coming home at all. I could have stayed in Hawaii until like the 20th, come home for school and found a job then. Seriously... how retarded.
Ok well I guess that is the story of my life right now. Pathetic!!!
Oh and I have to comment on this. Do you ever feel like the people around you are all full of crap? That everyone is so fake. And you can see through all the fakeness but you really can't do anything about it... nothing at all. All you can do is either just deal with the crap no matter how much it bugs you, or you can try and fix it and most likely screw up everything. And even if you don't care if it is screwed up, you still don't want to do it because you don't want to screw up other people's existance... That all makes no sense to anyone I'm sure...
I think I am going to move. Who knows where or with what money but I think I am going to move away. I should have gone out of state for school. Or gone to like SUU or something like that...
Ok well I don't know why I blogged this cause no one will get it...