Man things have been crazy wierd lately!! My brother finally left today. Thank goodness cause that was getting out of control. My mom's foot is still broken and so she has just been laying around. It is wierd to have her home so much. I'm getting ready to move, which is super exciting, but yet again, wierd at the same time. So much is going on and I love it!!
But I have a request for you all. Please don't talk about me. And I know that you know who you are. Why do you even care? If we aren't friends anymore then why do you care what I do? And don't judge me on my decisions. You don't know why I am making the choices I am. You don't know what I am doing now with my life. Sure you may know things that I have done that aren't great. But they are things in the past that I don't do anymore. But don't think you are better then me because you haven't done those things. You aren't perfect either. So why do you think that you are better? Don't even call me a dirty slut or any of those things. You have no clue why I've done the things I've done. And frankly I think that you don't want to know. If you did you would confront me about it and I would lay it flat out for you. Besides you told me yourself you never wanted to know. So why is it so important to you now? So you can rub it in my face. I hate some of the things I've done and I hate myself enough for those things. I don't need you to be hating me for those things too. That isn't what I need. If you don't want to be friends, or even friendly with me, then fine. That is ok. But then don't involve yourself in my business or think that you know why I do what I do. I just don't understand why you care if you don't want to be friends. Why burden yourself with my problems?