Hot Sh*t

Ok well tonight was a pretty good night!! Me, Amanda, Hilary, and my cousin Ali (very molly mormon) went to a YSA dance thing. There were so many people there... and so many HOT guys!!! It was so awesome!! Carlos was there and we danced with his hot body for awhile... oh man his smile is gorgeous!! And there was this other hot guy who we called Costas for the night (after the Greek guy on Traveling Pants cause he looked just like him)... towards the end of the night I asked him to dance and we found out his name was Tyler... yum... he was polynesian, tall, and so hot!! Then this very attractive and tall man named Charlie asked me to dance. He was so cute and nice. When I told him my name he said it reminded him of Ella Enchanted... oh and then I thought of Katie Hamblin. But he was way fun... So overall it was a fabulous night!! Plus there was all sorts of other eye candy there! Next weekend I will be dancing like crazy!! UVSC dance on Friday night and an Institute dance on Saturday!!! WAHOO!!! I felt a little bad though cause I don't think my cousin was having fun. Like she wouldn't dance and then like the last half of the dance she just went and sat on the hill by herself. I would have gone to sit with her but I didn't want to sit... I was there to dance... and I figured it was her fault if she didn't want to have fun.. I don't know. But hey she got asked to dance by a couple guys (not the best looking ones but hello she was dancing). So overall I see the dance as a sucess... I just wish I had danced with Carlos. He was gone during all the slow songs. Crap. Oh well some other time I guess!!

Ok and now i have a question. Why do people lie to me? Do they think that I'm not going to find out they are lying to me? Do people really think I am that stupid?? I absolutely hate it when people lie to me... especially when it is someone close to me... then it jeopordizes everything... Just be honest with me!! Sure it may suck in the beginning but in the long run it is so much better!! I don't know... there is more I want to say but I don't know how to say it so I'm not going to worry about it. I have decided that there were lots of things I have been getting upset over lately that are so stupid... like things that were important to me, but that i can't control. I was getting upset cause I was trying to control things that I can't so I was stressing out and getting upset basically over nothing. It's stupid. It is making me more unhappy worrying about it then the actual situation. So I am done worrying about it. I've done everything in my power to fix the situations and now it is out of my hands and into the hands of others. So i'm done worrying and being upset over it. If it doesn't work out the way I want it to then I guess it wasn't meant to. Which will be hard to deal with but I guess I would be happier... or not but I would have to deal with it so whatever... It would almost be less of a hassle if it didn't work out... But you always have to work for good things!! Anyways now I am rambling!!

So anyways... I love dancing and especially with hot sh*t!!!! hahaha