Friday, November 04, 2005

The Berrys

I am going through serious withdrawls right now. I haven't seen the Berry family for such a long time. I miss them so much! It is cutting off all contact with my family for like a month. I hate it so much! And the worst part is, I feel disliked by everyone of them right now. Except Amanda and Brandy. I feel like they are the only ones who don't have something against me. I cry everytime I think about the Berrys. It is so lame!!
Tonight I went over to show Amanda my hair and when I walked in the look on Zane and Ruth's faces killed me. It hurt me so bad! They are so important to me and I value their opinions and respect so much! It kills me that they might think less of me over something so stupid. And when I was there Brandy came up to me and held her arms up to me, so I picked her up and she hugged me so tight. I almost lost it right there!! I miss her so much!
It sucks so bad that if you lose a friend you lose their family too. I'm just thankful that me and Amanda are still friends, and hopefully since I was so close with the Berry's things won't be awkward. I would hate that. It seriously is the worst feeling in the world!!!

10 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ummm..... you kinda did it to yourself.

11/04/2005 2:52 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'd have to agree. Just grow up, both of you. I love you both, but sometimes you guys are RIDICULOUS

11/05/2005 11:01 PM  
Blogger Susannah said...

i love that people use anonymous. cracks. me. up.

Hey, Ell, I proudly use my own name and say:
I love you both and hope things go back as they were, because I want to play with everyone together without any awkwardness!

11/06/2005 12:24 AM  
Blogger Ellie said...

I think it is funny that people use annonymous too Sue because I know exactly who it is. And I'd like to defend myself and say that I didn't do it to myself. Things could have been different. I did my part. And just because we aren't friends anymore doesn't mean the family has to hate me. It's not like I did anything wrong. And I'll tag my name on that

11/06/2005 2:45 PM  
Blogger Danielle said...

um and so i would just like to say that i didn't say those. If i had anything to say to you i would i always use my name. i don't know who did those but i swear it wasn't me.

11/06/2005 4:04 PM  
Blogger Danielle said...

they don't hate you they never said they did. and my parents say they gave you no looks.But i have a feeling no nothing is going to change sorry.

11/06/2005 4:07 PM  
Blogger Ellie said...

I never said they were you Danielle. Believe it or not there are other people that were affected by this besides you and me.

11/06/2005 10:15 PM  
Blogger Danielle said...

Hm duh like i didn't know, i hear about it all of the time.

11/07/2005 1:54 PM  
Blogger Chris $ said...

You poor kid. I'm sorry Ellie

11/07/2005 4:25 PM  
Blogger . said...

Good. Then ya'al know my opinion. I still love ya both, I just don't get it AT ALL. ....psh. one of those things you ahve to experience yourself i suppose?

11/09/2005 9:48 PM  

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