Sunday, April 30, 2006

What do you do when you've fallen through the cracks and crying doesn't ease your pain anymore? What do you do when everyone you love has forgotten you? When you are so alone you cannot bear it any longer? How is it possible to be surrounded by people daily yet not feel a connection with any of them, and the ones that you do feel a connection with don't care enough about you to do anything about it? How do you make life matter? What do you do to change it? Form meaningless, empty relationships for a temporary fix, or deal with the pain in the effort to find a long term fix? Why does it feel like those people who are supposed to care about you the most, or claim to, make you feel the worst? Or you feel the least loved by them. But what can you expect from a person or a relationship? What is considered fair and what is expecting too much?

3 Comments:

Blogger Danielle said...

Ellie...need someone to talk to? We should talk.

5/04/2006 10:38 AM  
Blogger Chris $ said...

Ellie! We are still here!

5/04/2006 9:38 PM  
Blogger Susannah said...

i love you, El!

5/05/2006 10:16 AM  

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