Wow I can't believe it is almost the end of the year!! It is crazy how life goes by so quickly. Something that lasts a month doesn't even feel that long. That sentence made absolutely no sense. Sorry everyone but I am way too tired to make this really readable!! lol
Life is busy like always. I was going to go to Vegas for New Years but that looks like it isn't going to happen. But hey who knows maybe it will. Although I do have a wedding reception to go to that night. Anyways...
I am looking for a new job that pays more and that I can work full time or more hours part time. I still don't know what I'm going to do for school but I am hoping I'll at least be taking one class. I am moving out for sure in January!! YAY!!! I am so psyched.
Well that is basically all of my pointless rambling for the night.

Hahahaha so basically I'm an idiot. This morning I wok up and came downstairs and came to check my email. Well I pull up my account and log in and there are two IM windows on my screen, orange cause someone wrote to me... so I read them and they were both from this morning at 3:30 AM, when I was asleep. Haha so I forgot to log out of my MSN last night. Sorry everyone, I wasn't blowing you off I was just asleep!!

Well so far this vacation has been nice and relaxing. Hit up the mall yesterday afternoon for all the crazy shopping. That was fun. I have just kinda been chilling with the fam. I haven't had to work or do anything. I just have to get caught up with school. Story of my life!! haha

Well I am looking for a new car. Since it is a possibility that I move to SLC I need to get myself a car. No more using the truck (which does make me sad cause I love my truck). It is hard to find a decent car that is cheap. . . SUPER HARD!!!! But hopefully I'll find one soon that I love!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!! I hope that you have a good day and eat a lot of good food!! I am so thankful for you all!! I'm so glad that we can be friends!! It is funny that there is one day a year where we specifically think about what we are thankful for. Shouldn't that be a daily thing??

I'm so glad that the holiday season is here. This year FLEW by!! It doesn't feel like Christmas time yet but I'm sure it will soon!! I love going shopping for everyone and trying to figure out what people will like. I love looking at the lights and having snow on the ground. I LOVE the Christmas music, and wearing sweaters and spending time with the people I love most.

So I hope everyone has a good holiday season and is happy and safe!

It is interesting how small minded some people are. I guess it is more interesting to see how some people react to others. Like if someone doesn't believe in the exact things they believe in, or do things the way that they do them, then they are wierd people. It is sad actually. They create such a small world for themselves. There is so much going on in the world and so many different people. It is sad that they don't accept differences. Or when someone considers helping other people a waste of time or inconvinient. I hope that I never become one of those people... I hope I'm not like that now.

HMS Pinafore is almost done. Thank goodness!! haha I'm so sick of the old men groping me.

Well today's game was a little disappointing. But I have to say after the first half, BYU didn't deserve to win. They weren't playing like they normally do. They were trying to show off and do stuff they weren't capable of. The defense was awful. There were some calls and stuff that the ref's shouldn't of called... or should have. But oh well. BYU lost the game themselves. Although they did put up a good fight in the end! Lost by only one touchdown in overtime! Oh well it was a fun game to be at!! I lost my voice, which really doesn't happen often :)

"Good communication is as stimulating as black coffee, and just as hard to sleep after."-Anne Morrow Lindbergh

I am finally getting caught up in school!! YAY!! I think I did ok on my math test today too. That was a relief. Anyways...

Lately I have been having really wierd dreams. Normally I don't remember my dreams but lately I have been and they have been wierd. The people in them are people that I don't know very well, but I notice. So a couple of the guys in my business class... that type of thing. Wierd. I have been texting in my sleep too. Hahaha I think I should take that as a sign that I am texting too much. I did it during Aida with Jaymz. I actually sent him messages while I was asleep. And they totally went along with the conversation we were having. So this past week I woke up and my phone was on the floor by my bed. I was thinking that was wierd but I figured I just knocked it off the table by my bed. Then I was talking to Sheila and she mentioned that she text'd me the night before. But when I woke up I didn't have any new texts. So we just figured that her phone was being retarded as always. But later that day I was going through my phone and I found the message she was talking about. I opened it in my sleep. I didn't text her back the way I did Jaymz. But it was wierd!! haha

Last night was fun. I finally finished up a paper and got all caught up on homework. Well all my mom's Young Women started showing up at the house so I knew I needed to get out!! Well Todd invited me over to watch a movie with him and I had to pick up some stuff from him anyways so I went over and we watched one of the Star Wars movies. It was fun!! I'm gonna miss him SO much when he's gone!!! Me and Kevin are trying to figure out ways to sabatoge him. Maybe we'll tell the guys out there that he is a crack head or something. haha It is awesome that he is going to have the opportunity but man it sucks!! Oh well I guess this is what life is all about.

Man things have been crazy busy lately!! I have been going straight from school to work, to work, then to bed! It is stressful but I love it when my life is busy. My weekend was a pretty good one.

Friday was really laid back. Work wasn't stressful... we actually had an ice cream party. haha Then I went to opening night of the show. That was easy. I need to start taking something to read with me. After the show I came home (amazing I know! First time home before like 1 AM on a Friday!). I caught up on some email and stuff and watched the OC from Thursday and then I went to bed. I was actually asleep before midnight!! What is the world coming to!?!?! haha

Saturday I did some errands and caught up on some sleep. I went out to lunch with my dad. It kinda resulted in the usual lecture and such but it wasn't too bad. We actually talked about a lot of important stuff. Todd called me during lunch to see if I wanted to go see a movie with him and Kevin but since I had the show that night I couldn't. So he told me to call him after the show (more on that later). Anyways, after lunch I did some homework and then my mom took me shoe shopping. Which was great. After shopping I went straight to the show. That went like usual. After the show I called up Todd and headed over to his and Kevin's place. We went to grab something to eat at Chili's which was a blast. I love hanging out with those guys SO much! Me and Todd were trying to figure out if our waiter was cute (he really wasn't but Todd thought he had nice arms. haha) Then we tried to figure out if another waiter was gay (he totally was). It was just a fun night. We talked about so much stuff (besides the waiters). It is so refreshing with them to be able to talk about mature things. After dinner we headed back to their place and Kevin sat down and started playing the piano. So I just sat there and listened to those two sing and play they piano, which I could totally do FOREVER!!! I love it when they sing! So we hung around and talked a little bit more and then I left so they could go to bed. Todd had meetings and crap up in SLC today and Kevin... well he's just Kevin. haha So after I left their place I called Sheila cause I promised I would. We ended up going to Ihop cause she hadn't eaten all day. We scoped out some cuties and talked about what had been going on. We witnessed a waitress dealing drugs which was interesting and explains a lot about that waitress (about a month ago when I was there she fell asleep in the middle of taking my order... she didn't look tired she look more like she was high, haha). Well after that I dropped Sheila off and headed home. It was an interesting night.

Today I went to all three meetings by myself (I was so proud of myself!!) Then I came home, took a nap, ran to Debbie's to grab some stuff, and now I'm working on homework. So that is basically my weekend for ya!

Well now I have to sound smart in my blogs. haha

The show I'm working on opened up tonight (HMS Pinafore). It is the first show that I really haven't had to do a whole lot on. It is a very wierd feeling. I feel so not in control. I'm not the one calling cues or anything. I just chill backstage in case there are sound problems, put on mics, and pull the curtain (which is a great workout by the way). It is wierd. So I have decided I need to take a book or a laptop or something with me to do during the show. Speaking of laptops, I'll give you all my Christmas list now.

Gift Certificates to:
-Hollister
-American Eagle
-Gap
-Mall Money
-Any fast food restaraunt (haha)
-Media Play
-Any gas station
-Target
A laptop computer
An Ipod (or something like it)
A digital camera
MONEY!!!

So in case you didn't notice, I really need new clothes (preferably ones I can wear in the winter since I have none of those... oh I need new shoes too... I can't really wear flip flops in the snow) and money. haha And gas money. If you would like you can just buy me a new car and that will save me gas! haha I should probably come up with a cheaper list...or maybe a more expensive one. I need an apartment... a trip to Europe would be nice. haha Anything you want to give me that is not on the list needs to be pre approved and include a receipt. hahah jk (sorta)

So this week is basically my catch up week. I took two days off work to try and get caught up in all my classes. Hopefully I'll use it. I'm way to social for my own good!!

Ok so here is my funny story for the day. Maybe it will just be funny to me...
So I was at the SCERA getting ready for the show and I had some time before I needed to start putting mics on people. So I decided to change into my blacks. So I go into the kitchen (those of you that don't know the Scera, they have a mini kitchen backstage that doubles as a dressing room.) and I lock the door (oh there are two doors too, one on either side of the room. One is always locked and the other is the door that is used, it has a lock on it as well.). Well I am in the process of changing (so basically I'm half naked) when all of a sudden the door that is supposedly
locked all the time flys open. Standing there is like this 60 year old man in the show (pretty much everyone in the show is elderly). Now normally I have no problem with things like this. Heck I can change in the middle of a packed room and be fine with it (those of you who know me well know this). Heck I change in the car all the time. It was just wierd I guess cause it was incredibly unexpected and there was a reason I was in the kitchen in the first place. As soon as the door opened I was like "Whoa don't come in!" But well he stood there looking at me for like 5 minutes with the door wide open. And I am not exagerating this, it really was like 5 minutes. I think that is why I had a problem with it. This old man staring at me. Ugh. So that was my interesting story for the night. Some of those old guys are way WAY to touchy feely. It is extremely wierd cause they are old!! And then when I put on mics I blow on the backs of their necks to dry the alcohol, and they all love that and vocalize it quite often. haha I am starting to think maybe I should stop that practice. Too bad they aren't a bunch of young hotties ;) haha

Well anyways that is all I have to say for the night! Hope everything is going good with everyone!

Clubbing

Well I had my first clubbing experience at Whoretex, I mean Vortex the other night. Man oh man was that interesting. It totally turned me off to clubbing. Or at least clubbing in sleezy, dirty, nasty places. First of all there was the male choice, or lack of choice. The first guy who tried to dance with me was this little Mexican that looked like Pedro. His hair looked like a tupee and he had a huge mustache. I tried to just ignore him and move away. Well he didn't get the hint (he must have thought I was playing hard to get). Well finally when I ran out of places to move, I could feel him behind me. So I turned around, looked at him, and said "No, No" and then turned back around. Well he left. haha Then this other guy came up and started dancing with me. We will call him Kid Rock, cause well he looked just about that bad. I danced with him for awhile to be nice but he wasn't getting my hints either. When I'd stop dancing he'd just keep going. And then he started getting all touchy feely. That was a disgusting feeling. So I turned around, patted him on the chest, said "Thanks for danicng" and turned back around. Well he got that hint and left. My third choice was yet another piece of white trash named Roy. Well he didn't even last a whole song, he got my hints.
So after awhile me and AJ had a seat and were talking, waiting to leave. Sheila had run to grab our jackets that she had put on a speaker box. She comes back, holding my jacket at an arms length. Turns out someone threw up on my jacket. SOMEONE THREW UP ON MY FREAKIN JACKET!!! Who just does that? Plus it was a brand new jacket (like I bought it an hour before). Then when AJ stood up, he had gum all over his butt. Turned out someone decided that instead of throwing their gum away, or swallowing it, they would stick it on a chair. haha So we all left there pretty grossed out. haha What an experience.

Just so you all know, to avoid any further confusion, me and Danielle are no longer friends. We have both basically come to the conclusion that life is better without eachother and since neither of us want to deal with the drama, and both of us were too stubborn to try to fix anything, we would just be better off not being friends anymore. Just thought you'd all like to know. Anyone that even cares at least.

Well this week has been interesting. I'm getting some extra jobs here and there. I am the sound assistant for HMS Pinafore which is a pretty easy gig and I'm getting paid so that is good that I have extra cash there.

That is really all I have to say at this point in time. There has been other stuff going on but I almost feel like I can't write down any of my feelings on here anymore

The Berrys

I am going through serious withdrawls right now. I haven't seen the Berry family for such a long time. I miss them so much! It is cutting off all contact with my family for like a month. I hate it so much! And the worst part is, I feel disliked by everyone of them right now. Except Amanda and Brandy. I feel like they are the only ones who don't have something against me. I cry everytime I think about the Berrys. It is so lame!!
Tonight I went over to show Amanda my hair and when I walked in the look on Zane and Ruth's faces killed me. It hurt me so bad! They are so important to me and I value their opinions and respect so much! It kills me that they might think less of me over something so stupid. And when I was there Brandy came up to me and held her arms up to me, so I picked her up and she hugged me so tight. I almost lost it right there!! I miss her so much!
It sucks so bad that if you lose a friend you lose their family too. I'm just thankful that me and Amanda are still friends, and hopefully since I was so close with the Berry's things won't be awkward. I would hate that. It seriously is the worst feeling in the world!!!

Life

Life has been crazy as usual. I'm working like crazy to stay caught up in school like usual but I'm doing alright at the moment. I took the day off work to get all sorts of crap done. I'm finally getting my oil changed (I'm at 8000 mi on my old oil... oops haha) it is nice to actually have money to do things that are necessary.
Today I'm going to lunch with Todd and Kevin again. I love meeting up with those guys. They are so great!
Today I'm finally getting a hair cut (among other things). It's about dang time!!
That's really all that is going on right now. Same old stuff!